Feel free to make fun of me before you even start reading this. I have become a little infactuated with Mariah Carey. Anyone who can be on top of her game, fall lower than the bottom and regain her status should be admired. I know some of you believe that she is to blame for her pitfalls, and I will agree with that. Some people believe that it was drugs, chaos, lifestyle and numerous other things that led to her downfall. Think what you want. But I am not sure that it really matters. All I know is that this person who just a few years ago was just a late night talk show joke is now the one laughing.

How can you not like her latest songs? Who hasn't wanted to "Shake it Off," or knew that "We Belong Together," despite what may have occurred.

I realize that Mariah is not The Beetles, nor will she be remembered as a songwriter. But I know that her music is not about killing your Mom, doing drugs or the end of the world. It is about having a good time. And kids, that is what I am hear for.

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With that said, I am, once again, addicted to the show, Big Brother. It started a few years ago when I was living in Austin. My best friend and I got in a mode where we would watch it all of the time. This is one of those shows that takes a commitment. It comes on, at minumum, three nights a week. Life does not end if you miss one show, but during the show you missed everything could have "changed."

Now, here comes the sad part. This year, I think I am the only person who still watches the show. My friends no longer watch it and frankly, cannot believe that I do. I know that I should not watch it and that it is a waste of my time. Yet, on the nights it is on, I find myself eagerly awaiting for it to start. What happened since Saturday? Maybe there was a fight? Who will get the "Power of Veto?"

Help! I need to break this addiction. Or, if I cannot break it, I at least need someone who can relate to it. And do